Mungkin bukan sekarang..

Byk yg dah jd lately nie tp ak malas nak update..simpan dlm hati je.. hati manusia nie adalah storage yg terbaek di dunia, better than thumb drive, or even 1trillion external hd.. Alll the memories dr kita kecik sampai dewasa n even sampai ke tua pun, belum tentu kita bley store in any material above..but our heart can.. sebab itu kdg2 bila ak tak menulis dalam diari, ak masih mampu ingat setiap apa yg berlaku.. sebab hati ak simpan semuanya, tak ada satu pun yg terlepas.. Mungkin sbb itu sampai ke hari nie pon, ak masih belum mampu memaafkan mereka2 yg kejam itu.. ataw mungkin ak yg lebih kejam pd diri sendiri sbb masih ingatkan dorg lg.. whatever it is, i used to love them more than i do for myself, mmg laa ak belum mampu lepaskan semuanya.. hopefully i will soon enuf..=(

Dah masuk minggu ketiga sem baru start, nothing interesting for me.. bz, penat, bosan.. that's all.. friends come n go, but that doesn't affected me at all.. i'm still here, standing on where i am, alive n still can smile and even laugh like there's nothing bad ever happened in my life. Every problems taught me to learn from every mistakes, taught me to be someone wiser, better and stronger.. but i'm not that strong.. i'm still a weak human.. my mind isn't that great to help me pretend like i have no problems affront. I do see them, but i'm still thinking how to face 'em without harming myself n hurting my own feeling. Erghh, i wish i could turn back time and stay on the place where i can put away my problems n smile as BIG as i want to. Friends were my strength, but now everything i do i have to stand on my own. My friends are still around, but there are times where they can't be around for me.. I have to stand alone, without their voices echoing my head.. I miss them, i really do.. A friend means more than a boyfriend to me.. I can live without boyfriend, but i know my life  would suck without my family n my friends. God, please... I've went through so much losses in my life, but please do not take anybody who means so much to me right now.. It's them that i'm longing for, and it's YOU who can call me anytime YOU want.. just give me some time to live my live happily... :(

Mungkin laaaa kot..

Oh yeah!! Puasa makin hampir ke penghujung. Rasa cam frust sikit sbb susah betul laa nak dapat puasa penuh nie.. Nak buat macamana.. huhuhu..

Banyak benda yg ak terlepas dlm bulan puasa nie.. terlepas peluang utk cuba mengurangkan lemak... hehehe.. itu yg paling penting... erghhhhh.. org puasa badan susut, tp badan ak mengembang je, macam kek.. dem! Oppps..TERmencarut.. hahahahaha..~

X sabar rasanya pulang ke Tawau..tempat lahir dan membesarnya ak sbg seorg gadis yg comel.. hahahahahahaha! Cam syial.. Byk yg ak rindukan di Tawau.. Kawan2.. Family.. Kucing2 kesayanganku dan jgk si dia... Masalahnya si dia tu pun ak xtaw sapa.. hahaha..

ngntuk laa, nt la smbg